My dearest ...

My heart is full of such pain as I sit here, endlessly thinking about you and what you are going through. It is so very hard for me not to be able to see you and talk to you. Yet, I will respect your wishes for privacy, __(name)__. I know that you want to deal with this in your own way.

Don’t cry, I tell myself, this is probably for the best…yet I still find tears slipping down my face whenever I give thought to the possibility that you may never want to see me again. I don’t know how I could ever go on without you. That’s when it really breaks my heart, remembering back to the happy times. We were those two people who couldn’t live without each other, remember?

I love you so much, __(name)__. There is no way to even describe how much I miss you. Your friendship, the way you can always bring a smile to my lips, everything about you. But most of all, I miss your love. From the very depths of my heart, I ache for you. Yet, out of respect for you, I give you my word, that from this day forward, I will keep my distance from you. I only ask you to never forget that I am still here for you, and I will walk with you no matter what our future holds.

If our relationship does come to an end, I know that I will have to make peace with it at that time and move on. But for now, I choose to remain hopeful that you will return to me again. You were completeness to my life from the moment we first met and I am just not willing to give up on us yet. You still mean the world to me.

With all my love,