My dearest…

It feels like I have spent my entire life trying to forget you. You were my only real true love, the one person I loved more than anyone in the whole world. I loved you from the first moment I laid eyes on you and I have ever since.

The mixed emotions of my heart swing from love and joy, to deep sadness. The love that we once shared together tears at my heart. Knowing that it ia a love that we can never share again...and yet still, my every desire is to be with you.

Some nights I close my eyes and dream of the two of us together…walking together through life together as friends and lovers, as the two soul mates who finally found each other. I long to be the one you wake up to in the mornings and the one you kiss goodnight, every night. I love you so much that my heart aches. I just don’t know how I can still love you as much as I do, knowing that you are married and have a family with someone else.

No matter what happens in this life, I will always hold a special place for you in my heart. It’s true...it is better to have loved and lost, than to never to have loved at all.

With all my heart,